.Thursday, August 20, 2009@4:18 AM.
I am currently a lifeless soul wandering on the face of the earth...i felt betrayed by my very own emotions as they had totally vanished right inside me.My heart seemed to hurt more serverly than it had used to and my visions had been blinded by all this strong yet unworthy emotions.Tears seemed to be the one and only solution for me to wash away all my sorrows for that short momment.Completly corrupted by this emptiness,all the things in life had turned aginst me and i feel like i'am all cold and alone in this cruel world...all odds had turned aginst me,I m just barely on the edge of my own sanity,struggling just to prevent myself from being insane.it had shown how love had completly devoured me.laughters simply brought back my memmory of the good times i had with my love one,enjoyable but never permmanent.But every single laghter i gave out, the further i would be away from reality,please someone just show me that i m not that worthless, even if its just a lie,ill be more than grateful...