.Wednesday, August 26, 2009@3:45 AM.
Things had not turned out to be what i had wanted, the life i had outdoors and the life i am indoors are two completly different situations...beneath this mask i wear outdoor is the man whom is simply weak and hopelessly in love.I may have told most of you guys that i had long forgotten my love and was leading a happy life now,well things had never been that way i had told you.Now all i fear would be to take off this mask and let people see this fragile sight of me for i had seemed to be lossing my ability of disguising the truth...my 'positive' attitude had been continuously being battered by insanity and this mask seemed to be cracking by every momment i am wearing it...my life is like a life of a puppet and love became my puppeteer...I would never move without considering how what i am doing would affect my love life in the future and would keep it all inside me.For now i shall keep this secrets to myself untill i had finnaly overcome this fear.